Blogs from the Bunker
I write about everything that makes you wonder "Is that really possible?".. Don't be surprised with what is written. Read with an open mind for if your mind is closed enlightenment cannot enter.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
The World Today
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Weather
Today is March 21 2012 and its 70 degrees here in Upstate NY. What is going on here!? I think the seasons are shifting. Hope the Mayans are not right about the earth's shift that's suppose to come later this year. We will see! Only GOD knows our fate. Have a blessed day.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
I'm Scared
Good Evening from the Underground Bunker here in Upstate New York. It's December 22, 2011 at 0233 hrs and I am lying in bed here on the mountain and I can hear the wind blowing outside. It's rather warm tonight my cell phone is stating its 52*F outside.
Been having some knee pain and back pain and already I am longing for the warm weather. I guess I can't complain because like I said for it being the end of December and only 52*F I will take it!...Thank you Lord!
I have been feeling scared lately for what?.. I cannot Say. It's just a prolonged melancholy feeling. It just takes over my mind and its hard to get rid of it. Is it depression?? Am I going through a mid life crisis?? Where is a mid life supposed to be??
I do not know but I want to feel better. I need my mental health to be good. Does anyone out there have any suggestions to get over this mindset?
It's a strange place I'm in. Some might look at my situation and say "what are you complaining about?" or "you got it great!" But like they say grass is always greener on the other side.
I could understand why the old man in the movie Shawshank Redemption took his life. He was so used to being on the inside of the prison that when he was finally freed he did not know what to do with himself. That's a terrible lost feeling.
Feeling Scared is the worst feeling in the world. Just want to sleep! Eyes starting to feel heavy now....Good sign. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. If the good Lord's willing.
-Blogger X
Friday, December 16, 2011
Life
Good Afternoon from the Underground Bunker here on the Mountain in Upstate New York.
Today is December 16, 2011 at 1453 hrs. I am not listening to any of my radio transmitters right now. I'm just lying on my bed and looking out my window with my thoughts racing in my head.
The weather is 42*F outside and grey skies are above me and it feels like rain but quite possible can turn to snow if the temperature drops a little more.
Why are we here? What is the meaning of life? Does it end when we die? Yesterday I wrote about the Blind Man in John 9 and maybe in that passage and like many passages in the Bible it shows us that we must believe. We should wash the clay away and open our eyes. The miracles that Jesus performed were definite works of God and by no human being. Our faith must be established through him. We must focus our mind and bodies.
Our brain and body are the vehicles in which we are given to navigate in this physical world but FAITH in God is the fuel that drives us to become better people. As I am getting older I realize that life isn't about getting the things we "want" because once we get them it does not fulfill you. Life is about being happy and loving the ones you are with and just being a good person with high morals and integrity. I believe this life is like "boot camp" and only the strong willed and faithful survive.
We are here not for a test because think about it why does God need to test us? He knows the answers!! The book of life has those who are chosen already written in it but some are not ready yet. Just like when you put something in an oven to cook, it is "not ready to serve". The thing you put in in the beginning of the cooking stage is the same as the end of the cooking stage but when the bell rings to the oven the meal is "ready to serve!". And also with God there is no such thing as a timer so it could take a persons whole life or it could take a split second after conception in the womb.
If you think about it for some people training and " being ready to serve" or "being in boot camp" is the only thing that is plausible. Positions or Jobs which deal with human life, money or even the Arts (Military,Police,Dr,Lawers,Stocks Brokers,Musicians) are highly trained in their craft and go through vigorous training and schooling.
And sometimes a genius comes along and debunks that train of thought and have no need for training and this is because their talents are God given. These persons who are genius at what they do is a reminder to us that God can do all things at all times and sometimes for the chosen training is not needed because they are blessed from the beginning with "God given talents".
Just was thinking and decided to write. Like always, stay safe and be smart. Thanks for reading my blog.
-Blogger X